Glad its monday...for once!!!

Well just laid Matty down for his second nap. So here my chance to write a little. The house is a disaster thanks to my taking off of my everyday duties as housewife...lol Now I have double the chores!!! The clean laundry that has been piling up for weeks for lack of space in this house. I've been slowing going through mattys clothes packing up the ones that are too small. Now that Matty has figured out how to army crawl hes non stop all day. Went through most his drawers this weekend now i have to fold all the bigger ones I've washed that have filled his play pen! It was a sucky weekend as expected. Tried not to get my hopes up for mothers day but deep inside i was very hurt and disappointed that we did ABSOLUTELY nothing on that day. It was a like my birthday all over again. He's a great husband but he sucks when it comes to holidays! He asked all weekend what did i want to do for mothers day. I told him all i wanted was a picnic by the river with him and Matty and maybe to the park. So here's how the day went. Slept until 11:15am woke up to my overly exhausted son coming home with my husband from his mothers. Matty passed out finally at 12pm b/c he was over tired and fighting sleep and slept till almost4pm. Oh and Matt decided he was going to take a nap too. So I sat here by myself until Matty woke up and then Matt says "so what do you want to do today?" I was furious but i tried not to show him how upset i was. I wanted to scream at him WTF, are you serious? did you not hear anything i said this weekend about what i wanted to do? You should have already had it planned!!! Happy 1st mothers day to me, it will be one I'll definitely remember! He did buy me card from him and Matty. He also got me a matching necklaces and bracelet that i don't find the least bit attractive. When he gave it to me it wasn't even wrapped and he said "I only got it because it was dirt cheap!" His aunt owns a jewelry store and that's how he got it. I wanted to just stay in bed and cry all night. We finally did talk about it because he knew i was very upset about something. So finally I blew up on him. Same thing i did the night of my 1st birthday as a mom. Matty was only about 2 weeks old, i think i cried for a week with that one. I don't get how hes so sweet and affectionate all the time but cant do anything to make me feel special on those certain days. I also forgot to top off a sucky weekend we have to go to baptism classes for my sons christening in June...fun!