Thankful for my healthy family!

Yesterday I found out my friends mom died and one of our friend from works baby has a massive tumor around her kidney and stomach! Shes only a couple days younger than my son. I had my son in august and i was pregnant along with 8 other people we knew who all had baby's within weeks of each other. One has passed away of SIDS at 6 months and now this one has a tumor. Its scary b.c i realize how precious he is and it could have been him! We love him more than anything in the world. I don't know how we could ever live if anything happened to him. I'm sitting here crying my eyes out like a baby! Ever since becoming a mom it hits so close to home when you hear about these things happening. I honestly look at the world in a whole new way. Its nothing anyone can understand until you have a baby. Its the hardest job and the best at the same time. The need to keep him protected overwhelms me. I want to do everything i can to keep him safe and healthy. Sometimes it seems impossible in this crazy world. I'm scared for him. I'm still looking into moving to a safer country where life is much simpler. Ireland is still on the top of the list. The more I see about the crime in schools here and how this country is so set on being what they see in TV the more i want to leave. I hate what America has become. Granted there are ALOT worse country's to live in, but the US seems to be topping the charts on a place where not to raise kids. Recently found out Australia has the cleanest air in the world and the U.S. isn't even one of the top country's that speak English as a first language! OK so the language thing doesn't bother me would i would like to know me kids are breathing clean healthy air and that there isn't a pervert child molester waiting around every corner! OK you can say PARANOID but I just worry alot when it comes to my son. Part of the reason why I'm still home with him instead of working. Well recently started to put in applications but only after Matt agreed when we saved up enough money we could move. As exciting as it may sound to move to another country I'd much rather raise my kids here. I wish we could spend summers on the boat in the river and never leave, but I need to do whats best for Matty! I love my family so much and I thank god for their health. I will keep our friends in my thoughts and prayers until they pull through these hard times!